2 more days
Monday, rehab begins. A mixed bag is probably the best way to describe my emotional state.
On one hand, I am looking forward to having time to get my shit straight! On the other hand, I am afraid and apprehensive about quitting. I know on a cognitive level that I want and need to quit, yet it has proven difficult to stay true to these thoughts. I have tried to quit multiple times and failed. I have not managed to abstain for longer than 80 days. Therefore, I remain emotionally attached to my addiction — especially in times of emotional stress.
Today I clean up my flat and pack my bag. Tomorrow I will continue and finish that so I can focus on the rehab.
Best, and thanks for reading.
EDIT: 04.03.2026 New Template for future Blogs: Start 04.03.2026
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